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Feb. 2nd, 2010

mind-killer.


hello.
I just realised that I haven't been posting for a long time.
LOL, whatever.

Chingay has been super fun,
bitching with some ppl :D
(shall not mention who, teehee)

since school started, life has been a bitch.
everything hasn't been going right for me.
2010 sucks.  I MISS 2009 and 2/1'09, ALOT.
especially RVJ. )':
and DUMBASS.
Teachers are giving truckloads of homework,
as if we don't need rest.

lazy to elaborate,
and I guess none of you wanna read it anyway.
it'll just bore you to death.

HUMANS HAVE FEELINGS, yknow.
dumbass, I really really miss you, but you obviously don't know that.
, where were you when I needed you the most?
bullshit, get out of MY life. stop screwing it up.

FEBRUARY OFFICIALLY SUCKS.
even though its only the second day of February,
it has sucked since ytd.
lazy to write more, as usual.

BYE,
if any of you are even reading this.

I'm sick of crying, 
tired of living.
Yes, I am smiling, 
but inside I am dying.

Dec. 27th, 2009

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OMGEEEEEEEEEEEE !

SEZAIRI WON the Singapore Idol ! (:
 


Dec. 14th, 2009

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hello!
just came back from band prac :)
Yun Cheng, Alessio, Jonathan and Michael accompanied me to wait for my father,
thanks loads! (:
was laughing like crazy cos of the jokes. lol.


someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

holding on tightly
just cant let it go
just tryna play my roll
slowly diasappear, oooh
well all these tears
they feel like theyre the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy
oooh

so any turns that i cant see
ill count a stranger on this road
but don’t say victim
dont say anythng

CHORUS
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happ
y

Dec. 12th, 2009

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hello!
I'm back from Beijing!
haha and zomg

I MISS HWEE LEEN, HWEE TEEN AND LI FANG !!!!!!! ):
AND SALLY THE PANDA AND THE NAMELESS GIRAFFE.


woots I went Beijing from 4th to 12th dec, if you didn't realise.
haha. and I climbed the Great Wall.
so fun manxzxz! woohoo!
haha I think I too high liao.
just reached Singapore this morning around 5.35am.
was supposed to eat breakfast but in the end didn't.
okay will update more some other day.
going to sleep now.
goodnight! (:

Dec. 1st, 2009

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hello!
went Escape ytd morning to celebrate MJ's bday.
haha I love the go-kart and the roller coaster :D
stupid haunted house -.-
then after that, left Escape w Rach and Jo Yi to meet
the rest of the CRAZY BUT FUN ppl at Raffles place mrt station
cos we're going to THE MUSEUM.
lol. damn fun la.
should do it again someday. :DDDDD
with more ppl la, of course.
haha. people like cicak and alex and blahblahblah.
wahahahahahahahahaah.
pictures on facebook, go there yourself if you wanna see.
oh. while eating ice-cream , we were waving to random tourists on boats.
damn fun.
" Can we go eat REAL food now? " LOL!
Darius kept praising himself, saying that his photography skills very good.
and he was cam-whoring the whole time. (eek.)
haha. I guess thats all?
oh!
will upload pictures some other time, computer not cooperating. :/

byebyebye!


Nov. 25th, 2009

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hello !
back from LTC.
woots, FORMAL NIGHT ROCKS ! :DDD
( but I didn't get to dance w/ yooooou. )
amazing race on second day was urgh.
stupid monkeys. -.-"
just ask the ppl in group 9.
( aka Me, Joanna C, Kah Mun, Mus, Rafi, Louis, Amos, Airam, Claire, Xin Ye and Felisia )
haha, now I lazy to type everything out ah.
want to go watch tv alrdy.
LOL.
maybe I'll post some other day.

anyways, I missed
- My bed !
- My TV ! ;P
- My handphone ! :O
- My sister ! :)


kay,
off to watch TV.
haha. bye!


TO Group 9 !
even though I didn't really talk to all of you,
I really enjoyed having you all as my groupmates !
but I really bonded with some of you, (you know who you are la.)
I'm really happy that KahMun and Mus were our groupleaders!
you two were A.W.E.S.O.M.E. !
woots !
zomg, while typing this,
I realised how much I miss group 9.
just to let you know,
no matter what happens,
we'll always be here for you! (:
oh, thankyou to those who comforted me when I didn't want to go for the nightwalk.
it really helped, knowing that you all were supporting me,
and I managed to go through it successfully.
I heart you all ! ♥♥♥♥♥

Nov. 22nd, 2009

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dear bestf, iloveyou.
I'm never gonna find another bestfriend,
cos to find another bestfriend who knows me this well is gonna be damn damn damn difficult.
no one can ever replace you as my bestfriend, I swear.
I hope we won't drift apart next year.
I'll always be here for you, just so you know. <3






kays,
I'm back from the 4 days 3 nights band camp,
and the Open house duty on Saturday.
ohmygosh.
THAT American was so freaking annoying can. -.-
haha, no one else would know why.

ohohoh! dont forget DARINE ! :DD
haha, INSIDE JOKE.
too bad. neh-neh-nee-boo-boo.
HAH.


bye,
I'm off for ltc tmr, which is in less than 10 hours time.

oh,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , AURIEL ! :D
thankyou for always being there for me,
and being our matchmaker, heehee.

sorry couldn't post on the day itself, I was at camp :X

JUSTIN BIEBER ROCKS ! :)
haha, I looooooove his last name or whatever. LOL.

Nov. 17th, 2009

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hello, just reached home from school.
stayed back to watch the Leaders for LTC learn the dance for Formal Night.
watching them learn the dance reminds me of Sec 1 Orientation Camp,
man, I miss those days!

today went to school for Graduation Day Duty.
then went BPP for lunch wif Jo Yi and Rach.
then headed back to school wif them cos Jo Yi has choir,
and Rach was supposed to teach them the dance.

I'm gonna be super busy this whole week,
cos I'll be at band camp. 4 days and 3 nights. -.-
then after a Sunday, I'll be going for LTC.
urgh.

MY SISTER IS COMING BACK FROM PERTH TONIGHT! :D
zomg, I missed her manxzxz!



oh and bye,
I'M OFF TO CAMP TMR!
TakeCare People :D

Nov. 14th, 2009

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alientwin just scared me w/ a picture of ___________ from her Japan trip,
and was trying to make me hungry w/ another picture of food, but failed.
mwahahahahahahaha.

ok, so went back to sch on Thurs for ltc meeting.
yay, got to see my fabulous group members again! :D
haha, we had a group member (aka Samuel) transferred out and we had a new group member (aka Louis) !
LOL. the meeting that day superrrr funny.
me, Airam and Joanna C did sth and we found sth super shocking. LOL.
not gonna say what.
but I left early (happy, alientwin?) haha.
went KAP w/ Jo Yi, Vania, Dhaniah, Guo Dong, Yu Xuan and Ee Von to do the global innovation thingy.
but the ppl there wouldn't let us video, so we went to Bukit Timah Food Centre to video.
then it rained. so we were stranded there.
tried to use Jo Yi's laptop to surf the net but no internet connection there.
so forget it, then when the rain was smaller we decided to go back to KAP.
then ate, then me, Jo Yi, Yu Xuan went back to sch to return the camera.
then Jo Yi came to my house. was supposed to go Rach's house,
but in the end cannot go.

okok,
bye.

You are the peace that guards my heart,
my help in times of need.
You are the hope that leads me on,
and brings me to my feet. <3


Nov. 13th, 2009

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maybe you enjoy being wif them more.
whatever,

bye.

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